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The Die Uncast: A Depression Era Play

by Dolmens

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1.
You built a steeple you built a family out of stone an endless fever in a mad search for a throne but you recovered your senses slowly filtered back it was a nightmare, you wake up in the bath some blind devotion set a beggar on a horse, he'll ride to the Devil. Either you're with me or you're against there's something evil in the way you give a glance so rig the top lights, raise the suspense open your suitcase, balance footsteps on a thread, strike matches Southwind. Cars headed outbound I turned a shade of twenty-four an El Paso morning dominating your front door you were light, I never questioned why just drank your coffee and slept on your couch at night, how lucky I was in the bedlam of the spin, I'm just holding on now. Either you're with me or you're without no chance to panic until our feet have touched the ground it's quite a trophy, you should feel proud to have never wavered even when you wanted out, you surprised everyone. Pour over notebooks in an inner city park leave maps and diagrams in downtown market stalls condemn the order that has caused you so much harm, but who was the architect? Either you're with me or you're my enemy dressed in the shadows of Leviathan's remains laying our bodies on twisted frames sift through the wasteland rubble just to keep the faith look at your steeple burn, it's only taught you hate and all that's left now is your clothes piled like chains long live the juggernaut.
2.
The Iron Age 04:36
How quick it passed, the new year's days ahead of me the oaks have given up on growing. Blue sirens scream it's Christmas Eve's old fashioned violence I heard the whispers through the grapevine but I don't think of it now I don't second-guess my steps this staircase can only lead up I've returned home even more a legend, it's been ages since you've heard my name. Consider this an act of war, consider me, The Headless Horseman starting fires in the goat fields, make your peace on holiday out on the highlands we do our best to keep the wolf from the door, when you come in, the world slows its spin you curtsy at the crowd applauding the band plays, and the host tips his hat I hold my breath upon your entrance you split the crowd like Moses split the sea. We destroyed one another it drained me of all my color I was a wraith dragged from a horse how long until you recover? You asked me to stay but I don't see how, "Where will he go?" You wonder. It just ain't the same here at supper, stare at the number and feel yourself shudder oh you're such a sucker but there ain't nothing like that howl at the door. With a fell swoop, the night breaks its hip I try to keep it all together a short dress and a crown on your head you've returned here even more a legend it's been ages since I've felt this way.
3.
Bullroarer 03:39
Take this wheat for leading arcane ceremonies eat the dove. Each hand is right and holy, I don't trust nobody who are you? Maybe I trust everyone come on home, love me for what I haven't done when the fog lifts, who then will be wrong? The circle's bright and simple an Ouroboros sigil made of fine neon lights, a rhombus pulls the torrent love and lightning forming this event. But I will stumble from the wreck feeling homesick but strong in foreign hands I cross my heart and hope that we both die by Christmas morning you will choose your side when the wheels lift, who then will be right?
4.
"Golden" 03:22
Shine on Golden, you were gone too soon you left an address in scribbled pen keep your chin up in that photobooth booth waiting for me to come in all the words are gone it's 11:21, hang the phone, pick it up, all your features look the same but Norah, I think you've changed. Hang on Golden to my dark black hair and trace on your sweatshirt with your thumb I'll keep your secrets if you say it's done they tell me that you've settled for the one. All is well in tell and deed but the end ain't worth the means without true beginning years from now you'll look back longingly when all of that is dead. Come on Golden, see it like I do when I leave I'm never coming back you'll make a fine mother in Newport-News along with all the other Navy wives this is what you claim to be can't you keep your name for me, after all I've asked you you say I can never stay the same but Norah, why won't you change?
5.
All my life I've seen it only now it's clearer separate rays in the same old light. Tie me up to the stake write in your alphabet "I do this for you I do things for you." Down the rabbit hole, it was never a home it will never be home. Every missing piece is still within me I could waste as many years trying to live with the space there's no god here today just a cop swinging handcuffs whistling downwind there's blood in my cage, we were born stowaways, I must have been born decades after my generation's laughter something I hear just enough to glance and notice the change it's too subtle to say the cities collapsed, the water tastes strange hold onto your head. I know where every tunnel goes to the same light we keep batting the moth toward I know there are different sets of roads leave no markers. Leave no trail or bread crumb leave no name or number just the scent on an old black coat and die just a little inside while the whites of your eyes are caught by the foxes behind the vines it's time to escape.
6.
Touchstone 05:20
Think of him as your touchstone is that the standard you want you look around at the others skin and shoulders looking gaunt walk forever in a stumbling daze sprinkling parsley at the mouth of the cave tell me you just had the funniest day say it firmly like it's one of the most promising things there are no vows you've left to break you're disappointed, I can see it on your face I am too, I can barely keep awake. Think of me as the cinder filled with cavities bumping around on the waves the ocean has to settle me a pious man finding it hard to believe on your feet you're still a beggar in need love my insides as a form of misguided belief an unholy alliance 'twixt the reeds the deep end widens, you're just learning how to swim you were swept out with the dishwater again. I think of you as the timber hacked and folded into place I see your specter again it tells me I was a saint but you ain't fooling anyone anyway you're not fooling anyone and the hills and hills I dream of live in my sneezes there's water in the basement and I can't seem to go on this coat's a ticking bomb waiting at your front door ties my guts in knots. Think of me as the forest that you've been wandering in if you can't tell if your compass works just chase the hollering if you believe in your heart this will work, wake at home again there ain't no one at the foot of your bed dragging limbs across the glass and wracking knees to dust the glow of the bulb comes through the husk the gaslight dimples and at dusk I'm still alive it was always black and white set your bags down on the table if you can't seem to decide is your Babel still on fire? can you leave it all behind? Is your life a candle burning from both sides? Is your heart an anvil waiting for a strike? Am I just a stranger when the ring's back on?
7.
I saw your art in a gallery there were people looking, wondering who you were but I knew too well, what shampoo was in your hair and how terrifying you'd become to me, it's hard to be your friend sometimes it's hard to live so close there wasn't love back there, just a dustbowl and a mare and a family clinging on to the routine. In a different town, I miss you settling in to the profane I just want to rely on you sometimes instead of knowing what went wrong was I too young to tag along? You always knew that I'd leave here taken up in burning majesty I stood as a man unbound, with one foot still on the ground and the other in the talking thundercloud, I'm older now than you were then, you hated men your age you never seemed to care yet you'd grow white in your hair as the image of a lion disappeared. You were always a Goliath I'll never be David again I feel so old, so wrinkled now would you love me now with an old man's mouth if my hair fell out or would you say my youth's an absolute and hands like mine don't lie.
8.
Violent Past 05:00
What talk have you heard from others could have been the lies I would tell from time to time I was still a boy then, stacking dynamite. There was a monolith here burning what have you unearthed something evil, something worse in the basement, it slept standing like a horse. Tell your new man, there's no place left to hide tell him I was yours long before your hair was short we were winding vines, celestial in accord. This goes out to you and your friends where were they when I had no fortunes at my side now I'm filthy rich and you're stuck by my side. What have you heard about me that I drowned my wife that I poisoned my own child that it's something that I still haven't denied. I don't see a future out there I could turn my back on this house built on the sand I could revert back into a violent man. My own history is striking betting who'd die first which of us was worth the most which of us was dreaming, praying for the worst. The dream has a might beyond mine took my wife in its hands and my child in its teeth I was helpless then I couldn't do a thing.
9.
We're made of sugar in a crowded archway the sun illuminates the dust we're walking in a baby Jesus pressed against the corner there's a filter burning like a silent prayer to him. I get to wondering, which way you'll head first which cage you'll sing for when the dogs are at your heels beyond the stone rose, I pause disheveled too saturnine to care, too spiritless to feel. You sauntered into a domestic prison a palace shelled, levelled, smoked like a cigar it was there I found you in desperate rapture a gunner paralyzed, stood gasping at the toll. I became your scattered language here at the altar by the babbling of the brook you kissed my fingers and called me Father and built a temple where the ruined one had stood. "Survive the dungeon, pardon the scarecrow divide the pathways in the watermelon field you've seen the fillings in the teeth we dug up you've seen our surnames in the shackles of this year. Oh son of mine when will you be back I'm frightened more and more with each day that goes by cover your nose as the smoke runs through you waving a ripped flag from the wrong side of the gate. Tonight's for leaving, I've gotten ready I've gotten ready but my body still ain't sure a subtle signal will cue the horsemen I'll say your name then when there ain't a soul around. Look past the pillars and recall my movements reminisce with the disciples hunting hares tell them I loved you and that I stayed behind to ensure you lived your life as full as you could there."

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Recorded September 2021 - Jan 2022 in Bangor Maine
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released February 2, 2022

All songs written and recorded by the same lads and lasses. A theramin was introduced.

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